I still have a few more posts to write about our trip to Puerto Rico, but I think I’ll hop off the subject for today, and get a little vulnerable.
A little under six years ago, I was in a real rut when I decided to get radically interested in happiness.
Depression runs in my family. I also had a really crummy childhood/adolescence riddled with cancer, juvenile delinquency and brutal dating violence. Then, there I was, 21 years old, a wife to someone who was not the right person for me, a mother to a small child, a student, and stressed nonstop. Neither biology nor situation was in my favor, and I had enough of it.
A nearby Borders was closing its doors for good, so I stockpiled a few on the subject of positive psychology. I no longer own nor remember the titles of most of them, but all this information is much easier to find on the internet than it was for me at that time-I couldn’t afford an internet connection (I had to submit my homework at a nearby coffee shop!).
I delved right in: happier people played music, so I tried out my old keyboard again. Happy people worked out, so I signed up for a marathon. Happy people are grateful, so on my drive to school every morning, I would go over the things I was thankful for. I painted. I was journaling. I started flossing twice a day.
After I read The Ultimate Life List Guide. I knew my next step was to write my my bucket list, it had to be lengthy, and it had to be seemingly out of this world. I stumbled upon bucketlist.org, and used other people’s lists as a resource for mine to include of everything that I’d want to do in this life.
I came up with over a hundred things. Some of them, I hadn’t heard of before. After I saw it on someone else’s list and did some research, I thought, “Ooh! I want to do that too!” I’m pretty sure I used a 9 pt font, and there are three columns, but I managed to fit it all on one piece of paper.
“When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”
– Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
Except it’s a little less mystical than that. If you have a list of what you expectations, it allows you to make clear decisions. It’s a road map: you know your goals and hopes, so when you’re presented with option A or option B in any situation, you have something to look to decide which option better suits you.
This correlates with other aspects of life, too. I’ve passionately advised single friends of mine: write a list of exactly what you want in a mate, and then put yourself out there. Go on dates, and you’ll know right away if that person meets what you want or not. Sheesh, Oprah even says that’s the way to find love. When you have a clear goal, you go from going with the flow or what’s comfortable to getting what you want.
Sho’ did! After my divorce. It wasn’t “100 things, all the way down to the socks,” but it was lengthy. After looking it over, I decided two things weren’t all that important, and put asterisks by them.
Did my now-husband come knocking on my door the following day? No. In fact, I had already known him for a year. It only took one date to know that he was what I had been looking for, and two weeks before I titled my head back and laughed at the sky.
Make your list.
I’m not sure I could think of 100 things to put on a list, mine may be a little shorter, well probably a lot shorter. I’m glad you got yourself out of a bad situation and made yourself happy!
Thank you! Which could you not write 100 for, a bucket list or an ideal mate list?
I definitely didn’t do 100 for the ideal mate, but I find that my bucket list is always growing. I guess I expect more out of my own life than I ever could out of another person.
HaHa I’m not sure how my husband would react if I started making out an ideal mate list! He might start his own list 😄. I like seeing what others have on their bucket list because it’s almost always something I would have never thought. Which is what’s makes people so interesting anyway!
hahaha We don’t want him doing that! I like reading other people’s lists, too!
What an inspiring post! It’s so amazing how your life can change once you set your mind to it! So glad we share the same idea of a bucket list! I found that it wasn’t until I started writing it down that I realized how much I really wanted to do throughout my life! 🙂
I completely agree!
what a fun adventure! I bet being among the trees was amazing. I watched my husband and his sister zip line in NC in the fall but I don’t think this is on my bucket list! Too high! Even though I was so into building treehouse a as a child.
This is fabulous! Very inspiring. I do a vision board but I haven’t done an actual bucket list. I am checking out the sites you recommend now.
Makes me happy to see you always doing things to better yourself regardless of the odds. Very inspiring. xo
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